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Senior Year as a Threshold

Always and Forever, Lara Jean

The school-year milestones show Lara Jean moving from familiar routines toward an adulthood she both anticipates and resists.

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The Last Year BeginsThe Last Year Begins from "Always and Forever, Lara Jean". The Last Year Begins Rituals near their end Lara Jean Covey takes part in themed senior days, prom planning, and a class trip, enjoying the ordinary pleasures…
The Last Year Begins Rituals near their end Lara Jean Covey takes part in themed senior days, prom planning, and a class trip, enjoying the ordinary pleasures of school while knowing they are nearly over. She imagines college as a continuation of life with Peter Kavinsky and home close by. The imagined future is comforting partly because it postpones the work of becoming someone new. A threshold in view Senior year makes time feel both abundant and nearly spent. Lara Jean is still living familiar routines, but each one carries the knowledge that it will not recur in quite the same way.
New York Opens OutNew York Opens Out from "Always and Forever, Lara Jean". New York Opens Out A first encounter Lara Jean Covey experiences New York City as crowded, exciting, and initially overwhelming.
New York Opens Out A first encounter Lara Jean Covey experiences New York City as crowded, exciting, and initially overwhelming. Peter Kavinsky’s presence makes the unfamiliar city feel less intimidating. She tastes celebrated cookies, explores streets with classmates, and imagines living in a brownstone someday. The trip offers a glimpse of a life beyond her familiar Virginia home. Confidence through movement The city’s size unsettles her, but it also expands what she can imagine. Lara Jean begins to see that love and home need not make the wider world frightening.
College Becomes RealCollege Becomes Real from "Always and Forever, Lara Jean". College Becomes Real Plans rearranged Lara Jean Covey’s rejection from University of Virginia forces her to consider where she will actually attend.
College Becomes Real Plans rearranged Lara Jean Covey’s rejection from University of Virginia forces her to consider where she will actually attend. William and Mary offers security, while the later UNC acceptance opens a less familiar option. Her initial plan depends on transferring and returning to the life she pictured with Peter Kavinsky. Gradually, she sees that a first year can be more than a waiting room. Ownership of a choice Attending UNC means accepting uncertainty rather than arranging every decision around a known relationship. Lara Jean’s future becomes something she can author herself.
Graduation and DepartureGraduation and Departure from "Always and Forever, Lara Jean". Graduation and Departure A public ending Lara Jean Covey graduates beside classmates she has known for years.
Graduation and Departure A public ending Lara Jean Covey graduates beside classmates she has known for years. Her family celebrates, but thoughts of Peter Kavinsky and his absent father complicate the day. Her father reminds her that her late mother valued education and intended to continue her own studies. The memory makes Lara Jean’s next step feel connected to an unfinished family hope. Excitement and homesickness Graduation marks a real transition, even before college begins. Lara Jean is already missing home while feeling newly eager to discover what comes next.
The Night Before CollegeThe Night Before College from "Always and Forever, Lara Jean". The Night Before College A private farewell Lara Jean Covey watches the Perseids meteor shower with Peter Kavinsky, choosing an intimate last evening before…
The Night Before College A private farewell Lara Jean Covey watches the Perseids meteor shower with Peter Kavinsky, choosing an intimate last evening before they leave for different schools. She feels guilty that Kitty Song is not invited, but wants the time to themselves. Peter recalls the first time he noticed Lara Jean in middle school, including her glitter-lettered backpack. His memory gives their relationship a beginning older than either of them had understood. A story still open Lara Jean thinks of their history as more than a high-school romance. Their future remains uncertain, but she is willing to enter it without pretending the present is already over.
early spring, during Senior Week
during the March senior trip
after the UVA rejection and other decisions
on the June graduation day
the night before leaving for college